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‎I used to pray to God every night, begging Him to please not let me wake up the next morning. I told Him I would be so grateful if He just answered that one prayer. It didn’t even matter if He sent me to hell afterward, I’d rather be there than live another day in a world He seems to have forsaken and left to rot.

‎As you can imagine, He never answered.

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‎I won’t say that’s the exact reason I stopped believing in God, but it was disheartening. Back then, that was the only thing I genuinely wanted, to sleep and not wake up, because honestly, fuck life. But after the first week of nothing happening, I just gave up.

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‎Your God doesn’t answer the prayers of people who are actually going through hell on earth. But somehow He answers the ones praying for a promotion at work or for their favorite team to win a match. I could go on about how there is no God, how the whole concept is one of humanity’s greatest inventions to keep people in check, but I’m not even going to get into all that.

‎If you’re smart enough, eventually you’ll see that “God” is just the moral police for evil people.